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Sometimes
02:21
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Feels like I'll never find my place
Nowhere is home, nothing is safe
Feels like I'll never find myself
Never wanted to burden anyone else
I'm still caged at seventeen
Section 666 haunting me
Can't go back, did I ever leave?
Plagued by thoughts of what failure would mean
Sometimes I feel it slipping away
Sometimes my ghosts get the best of me
Sometimes I lose myself in envy
Sometimes the act gets too heavy
Don't tell me about being strong
Greatest fears all come and gone
Clawed out to escape this cell
Can't depend on anyone else
Feels like I'll never find my place
Nowhere is home, nothing is safe
Feels like I'll never find myself
Sometimes I fail
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2. |
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It's getting harder to pretend
Close my eyes, I see the end
It's nothing new
I've got a death wish
That won't come true
It's getting harder to pretend
Close my eyes, I see the end
Defeat myself before I try
Every day's a fucking lie
It's nothing new
I've got a death wish
That won't come true
Wasting my life
Obsessed with death
Don't care if it ends in flames
Death's embrace, a welcome pain
Bearing my life
Death closes in
Pushed away what I love most
I'll take you with me if you get too close
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3. |
Mourning the Living
02:59
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Force fed
Old lies and loneliness
Brain dead
Hope you find your happiness
Twist the knife
With every choice you make
Suicide
Mission to an early grave
Burning
Martyr at the stake
Drowning
In the darkness of that ache
Twist the knife
With every choice you make
Suicide
Mission to an early grave
Suffer the loss
Swallow the grief
I can't stop
Mourning the living
No funeral
No great release
I can't stop
Mourning the living
Suffer the loss
Swallow the grief
I can't stop
Mourning the living
New funeral
Every fucking week
I can't stop
Mourning the living
Itching
From the venom in your veins
Hiding
In the darkness of your shame
Lost cause
But you don't have to be
Hopeless
Because I can't make you see
Suffer the loss
Swallow the grief
I can't stop
Mourning the living
Your funeral
Every fucking week
I can't stop
Mourning the living
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4. |
Alice
02:01
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One makes you small
And another one
Does nothing at all
So pick your poison
Off with their heads
Mine is already gone
Paint roses red
Violent affliction
Rob me of joy
Rob me of peace
Weaponize my sanity
Phantom pain where my heart should be
Stumble and fall
Down the rabbit hole
Drink this eat that
To heal your broken soul
Unending maze
Nobody left to call
Lost in the haze
Don't know myself at all
Down and down
Until there's no way out
Never wanted to fly
Just wanted to feel
Down and down
Until there's no way out
Never wanted to fly
Just wanted to feel alive
I've gone numb
Lost it all, it's gone
What's left of me, it's gone
Phantom pain where my heart should be
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A trail of ruin
Left in your wake
Nowhere to run
No one to blame
Your turn to hurt
My turn to maim
Savor the hunt
You become prey
Broken teeth
Blood running down
Caved in skull
Thoughts spilling out
Now laid low
A visage of pain
Your spiteful acts
A mirror of shame
Hacked apart
Ripped in half
Always told you
I'd have the last laugh
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6. |
Your Control
02:43
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Cut away all the things
You don't want to see
Dissect and discard
These ugly parts of me
Make me in your image
Shock my heart to bleed
Turn me into the villain
Since that's what you need
You say I'm out of control
You don't know out of control
Manufactured evil
Stay the fuck away
Don't care if I burn you
To get my way
Struck down by the monster
That your own hands made
Lost your stranglehold
Now I flay
I'm not out of control
I'm out of your control
I'm not out of control
I'll show you out of control
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7. |
Heaven Denied
02:41
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Tainting memories
Driving needles in
A demon's fantasies
Hell's gates, an open grin
Consume everything
Ruin all you touch
Defile innocence
You love to fuck things up
Cradling your next meal
Stalking and feeding just to feel
Hypnotize, brutalize
First evil personified
You take my love, sink your teeth in
Leeching my will, tearing my skin
There's nothing left for you to hold
Tainting memories
Driving needles in
A demon's fantasies
Hell's gates, an open grin
Consume everything
Ruin all you touch
Defile innocence
You love to fuck things up
Heaven denied
Cast from the light
Vacate your soul
Empty vessel
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8. |
Return the Agony
01:25
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You can hide, you can try to
Better hope I never find you
Taking blood for blood
Taking back what's mine
Aching for revenge
Dreams of homicide
Path of forgiveness
Couldn't set you free
Now the time has come
Return the agony
You can hide, you can try to
Better hope I never find you
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9. |
No Love Lost
03:45
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When did it wither, when did it die?
Was there decay sleeping dormant inside?
Lurking in shadow, whispering lies
Biding its time to come into the light
No love lost
Nothing left to do
Hardened by hate
Hollow through and through
No love lost
Nothing left to say
Suffer the fate
As your life's ripped away
Bitter and broken
Battered, betrayed
There's only so much
One body can take
Disgraced and diseased
Nothing to save
The only choice
Was to amputate
How did we get here, how did hope die?
Seems destiny was never on our side
Fortuneless fate, devils divined
Playing our parts until we kiss it goodbye
Hardened by hate
Hollow through and through
No love lost
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